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The One Prayer I Kept Avoiding Saying Out Loud

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I knew the sentence before I ever said it. It had been sitting there for a while, kind of hovering in the background of my thoughts like something unfinished. Not dramatic. Not even complicated. Just something I didn’t want to put into words. I’d go into prayer , say everything else, circle around it, even get close a few times, then move on. Like when you’re talking to someone and you almost bring something up, then change direction at the last second. That was happening more than I wanted to admit. And the strange part is… the longer I avoided saying it, the heavier it felt. The Prayer You Skip Usually Isn’t Random I started noticing a pattern. The thing I didn’t want to say was usually the thing that mattered most in that moment. Not because it was the biggest issue on paper, but because it was the most honest one. We don’t always avoid things because they’re complicated. Sometimes we avoid them because they’re too simple. Too direct. Too revealing. It’s easier to pray around someth...